It Started With.

I have supra pubic pain since 3 weeks ago and its killing me. At first I thought it just another pre-menstrual cramps as my last period was on 11th July. But it last longer than usual and really freak me out. So I went to health clinic and after a few scan on my bloated hurt tummy here and there, they diagnosis my condition as suspected cyst formation, I guess? and they referred me to see specialist in Hospital. Yup, my urine pregnancy test result was negative at that time.
     Two days later, we went to Hospital, don't ask me why I didn't go on the same day. Obviously I don't bother to be there at the first place. Well, continue with the story how I've been admitted. At first, the HO [Hosemen Dr.] ask whether I'm pregnant or not, which I believe I don't. But he suggest to repeat the test again. Well to my surprise, it comes out positive. I'm shocked. Another tummy scan, still they didn't see anything except one or two cyst mast on my left ovaries. No sac, or an embryo.
     Then they send me to EPAU room [Early Pregnancy Assessment Unit] for which I experience some kinky vaginal scan. OK, I'm joking. To make it short, finally after two session with 3 different O&G specialist, my diagnosis was ectopic pregnancy. You know this happen when fertilized ovum and sperm stuck in the fallopian tube and grow rather than normal place it should be, uterus; obviously.

My Feeling
I can't even describe how it is. I'm pregnant, I'm NOT pregnant, then pregnant with cyst then now Ectopic Pregnancy. I'm so confused. I even cry. I can't keep the baby and they need to remove my left fallopian tube before the baby grows and my fallopian tube explode, literally. In the other word, they will cut my left  fallopian tube by Laparoscopy, of course, then I would be better. How could you say I will be better after all this? 

Laparoscopy is a type of Surgery
I didn't even spend my 10 minutes on hospital bed, then they brought me to surgical room. I watch the clock ticking, it's 4.10 pm. Full anaesthesia. and I'm in a deep sleep. I wake up at 6.47 pm. It's all done.

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