You know what? Rasa macam tak percaya dah jadi ibu, even this “miracle” ada depan mata. OK fine, yang sebenarnya I still can’t believe that I can be pregnant [due to certain health condition], surviving long journey of pregnancy and of course, survive 15 hours and 30 minute++ of contraction. (+______+)” Seriously, I don’t expect that I can be that strong. Chronology: 05/07/13 2.30am Tertidur lepas balik dari kemas rumah baru, again and again. So kalau ikut perancangan, pindah rumah this weekend. Keletihan, terbangun @2am++ suddenly rasa macam air keluar mengalir dari bawah tu [which I’m not sure air kencing ke or amniontic fluid] Takut juga kalau leaking, as baru 37 weeks 3 days. Bahaya tu. Kejut husband and my mom, but they said: “Tak apa, lambat lagi nak bersalin. Lagi 3 minggu” So, I just ignore it eventhough at the same time ada rasa sakit perut macam senggugut every 5 minute. 4.00am Still can’t sleep and rasa macam “something” keluar dari bawah; bloody mucus
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