You know what? Rasa macam tak percaya dah jadi ibu, even this “miracle” ada depan mata. OK fine, yang sebenarnya I still can’t believe that I can be pregnant [due to certain health condition], surviving long journey of pregnancy and of course, survive 15 hours and 30 minute++ of contraction. (+______+)” Seriously, I don’t expect that I can be that strong. Chronology: 05/07/13 2.30am Tertidur lepas balik dari kemas rumah baru, again and again. So kalau ikut perancangan, pindah rumah this weekend. Keletihan, terbangun @2am++ suddenly rasa macam air keluar mengalir dari bawah tu [which I’m not sure air kencing ke or amniontic fluid] Takut juga kalau leaking, as baru 37 weeks 3 days. Bahaya tu. Kejut husband and my mom, but they said: “Tak apa, lambat lagi nak bersalin. Lagi 3 minggu” So, I just ignore it eventhough at the same time ada rasa sakit perut macam senggugut every 5 minute. 4.00am Still can’t sleep and rasa macam “something” keluar dari bawah; bloody m...
Don't you just love it when you can feel your baby "actively dancing" every 3 am in the morning? It's been a while since I updating my blog, as so many things happen every now and then. But Alhamdulillah, so far all thing goes well :) Can't wait for baby Adam!
Result : 2183.70. Oh well, I'm pregnant. My B HCG doubled after 48 hours. But after 5 scan session, doctor still can't see any existence of sac or embryo. Oh please, don't keep me going with all this false hope . I request for early discharge though and promise to have my test next Wednesday and repeat scan after that. Hope. I pray for this 'boy' keep holding on and be where it suppose to be. Be Healthy and be nice to his mommy. Don't keep me waiting. As non-existence of pregnancy sac just yet, Doctor said, there's a chance that this pregnancy is an ectopic pregnancy. OK, don't ask me why my story a bit twisted. They keep changing my diagnosis several time! Ectopic Pregnancy, not ectopic pregnancy, Intrauterine pregnancy, ectopic pregnancy then another. They still can't find this little "boy" hide-out. I don't know. Maybe it because too small, maybe it's in tubular [which I hope NOT!] maybe it's there in my uterus. ...
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