Tired to the max!

I can't sleep at night.
My whole body won't stop aching.
I have to pee every 5 minutes.
My breast swollen like pfft~~! I can't even touch it!
Nausea and Dizziness
Super tired!
Super hungry and thirsty especially at night.

I'm hoping my hubby would be more understanding.

Anosmia?

Anosmia mean loss of smell. I literally loss my sense of smell. (+________+)"

Mood Swing.

1030   

Just got back from BP Lab, and eat. Dahlah it cost RM30 (before this RM25/test) and result won't come out until 1 (>______<) <-- piss off! Don't know how to describe my feeling. Rasa kusut sangat for the past 5 days. Maybe sebab paranoid? Maybe sebab next week exam. I notice, usually bila time nak dekat-dekat exam memang terasa tense sangat! and of course, I  am worried about this little munchkin inside my tummy. How ya doin'?

1215

Call BP Lab ask whether result BHGC dah keluar. Yes, dah siap but person in charge taknak bagitahu result through phone. Piss off again, but hey~ kejap lagi pun dah nak pergi ambil right? It's ok to be patient even I dah tunggu since 5 days ago for this momment.

1235

OK. Result: 17,171. OH WOW! What a huge number. Even dah tau result, which is increasing that obviously I'm pregnant. I'm still super worried.

0120 

Quickly went to EPAU (Early Pregnancy Assessment Unit) and nasib baik doktor still nak layan even masa tu dah lunch hour. Bla bla bla, I had a pregnancy transvaginal ultrasound (this is 5th time) kinky (>______<)" and...there he/she is! "swimming freely" in my uterus. Yup, no ectopic whatever. It's normal! I'm pregnant and healthy! Alhamdulillah. I'm happy, like seriously happy and it makes me cry. This is awesome (^_________^). Better start reading on those pregnancy guide book. Huhuhu.

Stomach Pain

Malam tadi sakit lagi sampai mengeletar peluh-peluh. I don't mind my stomach hurting like this as long as you  are safe, my child. In Shaa Allah.

Hungry.

I feel so hungry, I can eat a whole cow right now. Since this morning, I already eat 2 packet of Nestum and packet of Campbell mushroom soup but my stomach seem to beg for more and more food. Actually I plan to eat my favourite "nasi kacang panjang" today, tapi nak pergi jalan kaki 700m to shop nearby, macam impossible. 

   Berkira-kira nak order delivery McD, tapi OH NO! I should practice what I preach due some reason and of course! plus McD is not good for your health and it expensive! I guess, I should plan weekly menu from now. Better stock up. Tapi duit tinggal sikit (T_____T) I bet it will not last until the end of this week. Esok nak guna duit juga. OK. Apa makanan yang healthy and cheap? 

   My hubby suggest I list down all food I want to eat. Oh well, I really want burger for dinner tonight.

Pregnancy Vitamins & Supplements

Supplement: New Obimin

Milk

Scott's Emulsion Cod Liver Oil with Calcium and Scott's Fish Oil

Pregnancy Blues?

I don't know whether I can blame hormonal changes or what. But it seems that:

• my appetite was decreasing?wait NOT! i'm hungry but it seem that i can't eat anything.
• everything seem annoying, like every little thing I don't bother much before
• my head keep spinning sometime
• exhausted without doing nothing
• I can't sleep (*______*)" and keep waking up in the middle of the night