Pregnancy Blog.

I can't sleep at night. My whole body won't stop aching. I have to pee every 5 minutes. My breast swollen like pfft~~! I can't even touch it! Nausea and Dizziness Super tired! Super hungry and thirsty especially at night. I'm hoping my hubby would be more understanding.

Anosmia mean loss of smell. I literally loss my sense of smell. (+________+)"

1030    Just got back from BP Lab, and eat. Dahlah it cost RM30 [before this RM25/test] and result won't come out until 1.(>______<) <-- piss off! Don't know how to describe my feeling. Rasa kusut sangat for the past 5 days. Maybe sebab paranoid? Maybe sebab next week exam. I notice, usually bila time nak dekat-dekat exam memang terasa tense sangat! and of course, I  am worried about this little munchkin inside my tummy. How ya doin'? 1215 Call BP Lab ask whether result BHGC dah keluar. Yes, dah siap but person in charge taknak bagitahu result through phone. Piss off again, but hey~ kejap lagi pun dah nak pergi ambil right? It's ok to be patient even I dah tunggu since 5 days ago for this momment. 1235 OK. Result: 17,171 . OH WOW! What a huge number. Even dah tau result, which is increasing that obviously I'm pregnant. I'm still super worried. 0120   Quickly went to EPAU [Early Pregnancy Assessment Unit] and nasib baik dokt...

Malam tadi sakit lagi sampai mengeletar peluh-peluh. I don't mind my stomach hurting like this as long as you  are safe, my child. In Shaa Allah.

I feel so hungry, I can eat a whole cow right now. Since this morning, I already eat 2 packet of Nestum and packet of Campbell mushroom soup but my stomach seem to beg for more and more food. Actually I plan to eat my favourite "nasi kacang panjang" today, tapi nak pergi jalan kaki 700m to shop nearby, macam impossible.     Berkira-kira nak order delivery McD, tapi OH NO! I should practice what I preach due some reason and of course! plus McD is not good for your health and it expensive! I guess, I should plan weekly menu from now. Better stock up. Tapi duit tinggal sikit (T_____T) I bet it will not last until the end of this week. Esok nak guna duit juga. OK. Apa makanan yang healthy and cheap?     My hubby suggest I list down all food I want to eat. Oh well, I really want burger for dinner tonight.

Supplement: New Obimin Milk Scott's Emulsion Cod Liver Oil with Calcium and Scott's Fish Oil

I don't know whether I can blame hormonal changes or what. But it seems that: my appetite was decreasing?wait NOT! i'm hungry but it seem that i can't eat anything. everything seem annoying, like every little thing I don't bother much before my head keep spinning sometime exhausted without doing nothing I can't sleep (*______*)" and keep waking up in the middle of the night

There's a lot of question in my brain lately that really need an answer: Can I still be pregnant after all those anaesthesia? What can affect my baby health? What I should do now? Can I eat that? Can I eat this? What should I wear? What should I eat? Did I put my hopes to high? Can I bear with it if something does happen? Can I be a good mother? but above of all, the most important question is... Is my baby safe?

My 1st positive self-test pregnancy: 2.00 pm  11/18/2012

Result : 2183.70. Oh well, I'm pregnant. My B HCG doubled after 48 hours. But after 5 scan session, doctor still can't see any existence of sac or embryo. Oh please, don't keep me going with all this false hope . I request for early discharge though and promise to have my test next Wednesday and repeat scan after that. Hope. I pray for this 'boy' keep holding on and be where it suppose to be. Be Healthy and be nice to his mommy. Don't keep me waiting. As non-existence of pregnancy sac just yet, Doctor said, there's a chance that this pregnancy is an ectopic pregnancy. OK, don't ask me why my story a bit twisted. They keep changing my diagnosis several time! Ectopic Pregnancy, not ectopic pregnancy, Intrauterine pregnancy, ectopic pregnancy then another.  They still can't find this little "boy" hide-out. I don't know. Maybe it because too small, maybe it's in tubular [which I hope NOT!] maybe it's there in my uterus. ...

Beta HCG – Human Chorionic Gonadotropin – is a hormone produced during pregnancy which shows up in the blood. It is a blood test to diagnose pregnancy, and usually becomes positive around the time of the first missed period. How the Test is Performed Beta HCG (BHCG) is a blood test – it requires a small tube of blood, taken from a vein. Medical Conditions and Symptoms Beta HCG (BHCG or Pregnancy Test) may be performed by your doctor if they suspect that you may be pregnant, or if you suspect pregnancy yourself! Usual pregnancy symptoms include a missed or late period (amenorrhea), breast fullness or tenderness, or nausea and vomiting (morning sickness). The test is often routinely performed in women of childbearing age with abdominal pain, and those who require an Abdominal X-Ray or Pelvic X-Ray, because of concerns or radiation to an unborn baby. In some situations a quantitative Beta HCG may be useful. This measures the amount of this hormone in the blood. Under normal circum...

My throat hurt due to oxygen tube been shove into my neck during the surgery. My head was spinning. There he is, my husband still waiting for me outside the surgical room. Good news: No "Remove" involved I'm so glad. I'm relieved, a bit. There is no ectopic pregnancy. But still, my stomach hut like hell. There's a two "X" stich mark on my tummy obviously from the surgery and it's seem to double up my stomach pain. I have to undergo through several test, blood test, B HCG test etc. The fact that I have to stay here, in this wars, on this hospital bed. Result 1 B HCG: 969.33 [will repeat after 48 hours to see whether I'm pregnant or it just a fail pregnancy]

I have supra pubic pain since 3 weeks ago and its killing me. At first I thought it just another pre-menstrual cramps as my last period was on 11th July. But it last longer than usual and really freak me out. So I went to health clinic and after a few scan on my bloated hurt tummy here and there, they diagnosis my condition as suspected cyst formation, I guess? and they referred me to see specialist in Hospital. Yup, my urine pregnancy test result was  negative at that time.      Two days later, we went to Hospital, don't ask me why I didn't go on the same day. Obviously I don't bother to be there at the first place. Well, continue with the story how I've been admitted . At first, the HO [Hosemen Dr.] ask whether I'm pregnant or not, which I believe I don't. But he suggest to repeat the test again. Well to my surprise, it comes out positive . I'm shocked. Another tummy scan, still they didn't see anything except one or t...